Thinking about things, maybe I have to finally make the hard decision and confront my parents.

i.e. literally asking them if they really think I am their son or their daughter and pressing them hard on their bullshit, until I get the true answer.

Even though I am afraid of that answer, but maybe it does something to them.

But also on the other side, I just wanna cut them out of my life, forever. They've done enough damage already.