Max Firestorm @MaxFirestorm@social.mootech.eu

I can't keep doing this. I can't keep working for this fucking company that has ripped me apart and is now starting to destroy those around me too. I need to get out of here before it ends up killing me or worse, someone else.

FUCK YOU FOR MAKING ME LEAVE HER ALL ON HER OWN JUST SO I CAN COME BACK TO WORK AND DO SHIT I DON'T WANT TO DO WHEN I SHOULD BE WITH HER MAKING SURE SHE'S OKAY BECAUSE YOUR IDEA OF BEREAVEMENT LEAVE IS ABHORRENTLY SHORT BECAUSE YOU THINK IT'LL BE ABUSED WHEN IN REALITY PEOPLE NEED MORE THAN JUST HALF A FUCKING WEEK TO EVEN START GETTING OVER THE LOSS OF SOMEONE THEY FUCKING LOVE.

Fuck you, work. Fuck you for making me go back when I sure as hell ain't ready. Fuck you for telling me that I get three days bereavement plus one day for the funeral when you DON'T fucking give me the one day for the funeral and make me use a holiday day on it instead. Fuck you for making me sit and force a smile on my face when all I want to do is be with my grandma and make sure she's fucking okay because she lost the love of her life less than a week ago

Need a new job. One that doesn't justify its "you only get three days bereavement time" by saying "well if we don't put a limit on it, people will abuse it and take weeks off"

OR MAYBE THEY JUST TAKE LONGER TO GRIEVE AND NEED LESS TIME WORRYING ABOUT WORK AND MORE TIME GRIEVING AND HELPING OUT THOSE CLOSEST TO THEM.

But nah. You don't think like that. You just think everyone is a fucking number you can just replace when it suits you.

Back at work tonight, just one day after granddad's funeral... I still absolutely despise that because it was """""only""""" grandad that died, work only gives me three days bereavement plus one day for the funeral before expecting me back like nothing happened. Three days is nowhere near enough time to get this out of my system...

.......Exfuckingscuse me.....?? #NintendoSwitch

Streaming some Sonic Mania on Switch because why not - http://twitch.tv/MaxFirestorm - #crosspost

Really need to work on getting the medals in this version... #NintendoSwitch

All Clear #NintendoSwitch

GET DOWN HERE AND FIGHT, COWARD #NintendoSwitch

WHO PUT THAT THERE?! #NintendoSwitch

You'd think I'd be more comfortable trying to sleep in my own bed vs trying to sleep half on a sofa and half on a footrest but here I am tossing and turning trying to sleep

It's 1am here.

With the funeral this/yesterday morning, I was staying at grandma's last night so I'm still running on grandma time (going to bed really early, waking up really early) so how the hell I'm still awake now is beyond me.

Legitimately surprised I'm still awake...

Going live reacting to last night's E3 Nintendo Direct (since I missed it). Come hang out, keep me company - http://twitch.tv/MaxFirestorm - #crosspost

Getting ready to go to grandma's. Reminder that I will likely be offline until I get back (some time tomorrow, according to grandma) and to just.... Bear with me.

The next few days are going to be extremely difficult.

Part of me *really* wants him to fucking try it.... The fuckhead still owes me £1,000 and you better believe I'm gonna bring that up if he shows up.... Gggh..... Prick...

Newsflash Asshole, you don't get to come around to the funeral of someone so wonderful and amazing after you dropped them both for LITERALLY NO FUCKING REASON. You don't get to do that. At all. And if I have to be the one to show you that, then I've got decades of frustration from you just ITCHING to be vented...

I swear if Asshole shows up to the funeral, I will *not* make any attempt to control myself around him. Will likely end up slamming him one in the face... He's done nothing for years, he's dropped my grandma like a fucking rock and if he so much as shows a fucking hair, I'm gonna relieve him of it...